Wednesday, October 07, 2009
8:37 PM
oh boy. i just feel like crying.
things are crumbling.
bye world

Monday, August 31, 2009
8:58 PM
I LOVE CORAL PRIMARY!!!<3
I WANT TO TELEPORT BACK TO THE PRIMARY SCHOOL TIMES:D
its the best man!(:

went to coral today! i saw sammi. cool man. i brought her things by faith!(:
then the 6/1 people are really very funny(:
its like all of a sudden we all like become very young when we get together again.
like tan songkai took a book frm the library in school.
avester wanting to take a photo of himself with the background like as though we are going on an excursion.
then we started to gather back all the memories etc.
miss the school canteen,feel like a primary sch kid going back to buy drinks.
the other peeps were laughing at the teachers' board.
looking at the maths quiz board.
recalling back the past about what happen in school.
finding our teachers and talked.
with mr yeo forgetting all of us. giving the guys who came over with the "who are you?" look.
with mrs teng forgetting my name. insisting that joelle did change.
with mrs goh still remembering us.
with the sch vp asking where are we from.

headed down to find mrs yah. had lots of fun crapping.
even gt to see people that i wanna see.
and ha! nicola came! after disappearing for 3years!!!!:D
14 people to coral,
16 people to mrs yah's house.
jokes and laughters filled the whole house.

in total,i must say,TODAY ROCKS MY DAY!
though it was time-consuimng,but at least 5hours out of mugging and just spending this kind of quality time with friends that you hardly have contact with. isnt it worth it?:DD

Wednesday, August 05, 2009
1:22 PM
yayyY! i am on my last day of MC!(:
heheh,one thing i love about MC-can wake up lateeeeeee(:
and u can have one whole day enjoying uurself.
BUT. i dont like it cause i will find myself wasting one whole day at home 0:
and i cant do ministry!):
life feels so different without having to do ministry man.
it feels so...meaningless?
luckily there is msn for me to chat with people,handphone to sms
yayyy! and also my big Daddy to go through this together with me!(:

Friday, July 17, 2009
11:06 PM
God i feel so discouraged. hai
why are all these things happening?
why isnt there no fire in my sheeps' life?
it hurts me when i see my sheeps are nt serving You with me.
You are such a great God.
Such a great friend
why dont they understand that You love them?
why are their hearts so cold and hard?
God melt this block of ice in their hearts.
I've taken them for almost 7months?!
but there are no improvements.
discouraged.
God why why why
why why isit lidat?
why why why
i think that i failed as a shepherd.
my follow-uppees are much more responsive.
but sheeps? none.
why why why
this 7months,what have they been doing?
wasting their life away with some worldly stuffs?
just cause of those temporary stuffs and they are not serving a God who loves them for who they are?
choosing temporary stuffs over eternal glory and joy?
hai. why dont they understand?
i feel so failed.
i know that there are no condemnation.
but how can i take it for 7months?
i dunno.
Your strength. Your word.
thats the answer. without Your strength and word,i think i would have gave up long time ago
thankyou God that i can be able to sustain for that long.
the compassion You had instilled in my heart. especially for my sheeps.
the vision. its so near yet so far.
what isit God?

haiiiii

Thursday, July 16, 2009
10:48 PM
OH MY GOSH
ALICIA WEE IS ZI-HIGHING WITH ME THROUGH THE PHONE!!!!
AHHHH
ALICIA IS NOT MAD.
ALICIA IS NOT MAD.
ALICIA IS NOT MAD

hahahhahahaahah

Friday, July 10, 2009
6:02 PM
yayyy! i'm here to update about my whole entire week!(:
TGIF!-THANK GOD ITS FRIDAYYYYY!:D

hahaha,well, here's how my week goes...
MONDAY-planned to study. but end up last minute gt DMM.
at first i must confess,i was kinda willing to go cause i wanna stay home to study.
but thank God i made the right choice to go down! and i really really had alot alot of fun!(:
went to escape and joined the eb1 people. to observe how they support and bind the cg together.
sat wet and wild and pirate ship with cherylmine!(: she was all the while laughing at me ><
i sat at the back when playing wet and wild. then pirate ship we sit together at the extreme end. scary!=x

TUESDAY-had no plans at all.
kristal yang had tuition.
so at first was eating with alicia!(:
then suddenly at about 2.55 lidat jessica called!
she was super random can. then tell me she's at eatz culture.
had a great time talking with her and met my shepherd!
she was meeting jess mahs(:
WEDNESDAY-CAREGROUP!:D
suppose to meet elizabeth and xinyun and parkway but cant cause preparing for cg.
sorry=/
caregroup was FUN!:D
for forfeit,shermaine and xinyun played the sausage and orange game respectively!(:
still remembered what is this glass jar about?
unscrewing our jar to let God's blessings overflow in us(:
yeah,then cabbed home cause it was late for me=x
OH,and earlier on in school,alicia spammed me with a poem,here it is(:
Every tear that had to fall from my eyes
Every day i wondered how i get through the night
And every change life has thrown me
I'm grateful for every break in my heart
I'm grateful for every scar
Some pages turned
Some bridges burned
But there were
Lessons learned
Aint it cool?:D
THURSDAY-SHEPHERDING WITH MY LOVELY SHEEP!:D

hehehe,gt xiangying to help me with it.
rushed down straight after school.
i cant believe it. i walked out of sch in 5mins under the hot sun!(:
hop on bus 15,and talked to a tkgs girl(:
then after reaching mjr,met xiangying and my sheep.
my sheep wanna walked to eunos mrt cause she said its still early!
So we all travelled down to tampines together.
my sheep went to meet her friend. xiangying and me go and find shermaine who was at starbucks. xiangying then went for her shepherding while i stayed to study with shermaine.at night xiangying came my house.
FRIDAY-had compre timed practise.
it was kinda cool. gt to talk abit with cuilin.
gt to catch up with amanda,jiahui and irene when we met on the bus.
i'm currently fasting from a meal a day. for all my sheep(: for ess(: for personal growth(:
I'll use the lunch time,12-5pm,to do ministry.
i will confirm be hungry,but thats where i gt to learn to stay away frm temptations(:
when i end sch early,i'll do ministry. and be more sensitive to the Holy Spirit.
if i end sch late,i'll make an impact,make a difference.
keep me accountable yeah(: (if anybody is even reading this ><)





Sunday, July 05, 2009
7:40 PM
hai. the moment i saw one of my people's blog. i broke down.
my heart sank.
i felt that i lost hope.
i had so much faith that she will come back to Christ and serve with me.
but upon seeing those photos,my heart broke.
for that moment,i was thinking that its impossible for that vision to come to past.
i thought that it wasnt coming from God at all. i am just making up one.

but as the songs played on my itunes, God immediately hit me hard.
that the vision is not what i am imagining,but its truly God-given.
It was spoken clearly that from the camp unstoppable,my convictions are nt going to die down.
once it die down,i will die.
because they are going to be what God will move so much more this semester.

"So I wait upon you now with my hands released to You,whre a little faith is enough to see mountains lift and move."
"For all Your sons and daughters,who are walking in the darkness,You are calling us to lead them back to You."
"For as long as I shall live,I will testify to love."

I need to wait upon Him. God's words are clear. I need to wait upon Him.
Wait upon. not being so impatient and keep wanting God to bless straight away.
But to keep praying and waiting upon God's hands to move.
God is calling me.
I'm called to be!
Its an honour that its called by God to lead the lost back to Him.
Why didnt i appreciated that but to break down straight?

SAVIOUR KING
And now the weak say I have strength
By the spirit of power that raised Christ from the dead
And now the poor stand and confess
That my portion is Him and I'm more than blessed
Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declareYou are our king
We love you Lord, we worship you
You are our God, you alone are good
You asked your Son to carry this
The heavy cross our weight of sin
I love you Lord, I worship you
Hope which was lost, now stands renewed
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king
Let now your church shine as the bride
That you soar in your heart as you offered up your life
Let now the lost be welcomed home
By the saved and redeemed those adopted as your own
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king

this song hits me big time.
few sentences to sum up.
God loves us. Jesus died for us. God bought us with His son's blood.
what more to ask for?

Yes God,for as long as I shall live,I want to testify Your love.
its not because that I'm forced to.
But Your love and mercy never fails to overflows my heart.
It overflows me. How big your heart is to forgive such sinner who keeps making mistakes repeatedly. Yet You still love me.

I want to know God and make God known.

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